Wednesday, October 1, 2008

My fight with spite... SELF CENSORED...

I wrote something here ... and i've decided to take it down ...

Why? It just felt like quite a leap into my deep personal fight with myself...my struggle...basically if i was my own enemy, I outlined ways you could push my buttons.

I have saved the draft and I'll prob post it up later...but I really want to read it and re-word it...I say something about there being no filter between my brain and my brain...this also exist (or doesn't exist) between my brain and my fingers.

I just dont feel ready to share that side of me...not just yet...it's scary and I hate dealing with it on a daily basis, but I do...and i'm not prepared just yet to describe my motivation.

I hope you understand and I hope you don't get discouraged from reading my blog. I believe I have always been honest with you guys ... and tonight I feel I was at my most honest.

Stay tuned guys...I will repost...

Thanks for understanding.

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