What happens ...

When you realise that everything you worked hard for isn't good enough?









When you realise that the people aren't reason enough for you to stick around?










Sorry, this isn't an emo/suicidal post. Just been thinking about a lot of shit that's been happening recently and trying to put things into perspective. Don't get me wrong. I'm proud of where i've got to now and of my achievements, especially in this year of 2009 (werd up Chiapoco) but there's one particular facet, i'm just not feeling good about.

They say patience is a virtue and that I practice it in droves (these people obviously don't know me) but I'm one that likes/needs to act on things as they come. I hate sitting and stewing on things as it consumes so much f*cking energy and time, which I already don't have a lot of! I always advise people to do the same, and now I find myself in the same situation carrying on like a brat ... not really a brat but you know what I mean.

Again, I'm told to wait it out and not make rational decisions.

We'll see what happens ...





NB: For anyone that even pays attention to this blog, I will continue to update this from time to time. The nuthour blog, will continue as well, moreso for the fun/random shit that I get up to. However, I'll keep this blog open for the serious/thought provoking stuff.

So if this serious ish isn't for you, then check out my other blog: nuthour.blogspot.com, otherwise, feel free to comment below!

Peace